Sunday, October 31, 2010

Virgin Blogger

I'm new at Blogging but I've got a busy and stressful life so I thought if I could write it out that I could relieve some stress. But anyways I guess I can start with stuff I like and don't like. Likes: God, My Boyfriend, Band, Reading, Writing, English, Answering Questions about Religion, Photography, Drawing, Music, Scary Movies, Life, Love, Running, Studying Psychology and Human Interactions. Dislikes: Preppy girls (in pig Latin: itchbays), Long car rides, Algebra, Heat, Sitting Still, Rejection, Quietness, S.p.i.d.e.r.s., Elevators, and Mean old ladies.
If your wondering specifics, just ask, but I'll go ahead and tell you about my religion. I do believe in God and I do believe that Jesus is my Savior, that he died to save me from my own sins. I'm not so positive about what branch of Christianity that is, but whatever. I go to a Presbyterian church with my boyfriend, and they seem to stand with what I believe, so call it what you will. But I would like to know if your reading this if your Christian or not, and why. I go to SBEC; Southern Baptist Educational Center. Alot of girls there are preps and they can be very stereotypical and hypocritical. I'm not one of those girls. I try my hardest to do something radical every day. Something crazy! I love the abnormal. And I'm defiantly not a hypocrite. When I say something I mean it and I'll die by it. Its hard to uphold my own standards but I do try. and if your thinking, "Oh private girl prep trying to get attention." I'm not, I'm pretty sure that maybe 5 people will have read this by next year, but my goal is to change someone, If its one person then thats one person I've changed. Hopefully I can turn people away from the darkness and into a new dawn. I'm anonymous and if you want to remain anonymous then fine by me (: Also, don't think that because I'm Christian I'm automatically some robot that goes to church every wednesday and every sunday, cuz I don't. I only go on Wednesdays and only sometimes. I'm not perfect, wayyy away and far from it. I'll say it right out I'm a screwed up teenager. I praise God that I'm not as bad off as some, but I can help those that are in the position I was when I turned the wrong way. You hear all these old people yelling, ranting and screaming to not have sex before marriage and crap, being all strict. Well to an extent thats right. I don't believe in waiting until after marriage, but waiting until you get that feeling that you know 120% that your in love with this person. The way I see it is, would you make love with this person in front of Jesus? Cuz in the Bible it says your body is a temple unto the Lord. So if your a guy, are you gunna degrade yourself by throwing your temple onto the ground and stepping all over by using some girl; and if your a girl, are you gunna let yourself be degraded by getting used, or if your using someone how bad do you truly feel. And you can say that you don't feel bad about it, but I know you do, if you don't feel bad about it, then you have problems I can't help you with. But I will be on this blog at least once a week I'm hoping more, but you can leave me notes and stuff or your email and I can contact you but please don't hesitate to ask questions.

Now I lay me down to sleep,
I pray the Lord my soul to keep,
If I should die before I wake,
I pray the Lord my soul to take.